Do not give your blog to anyone you are interested in and/or dating because then you cannot whine/moan/rant/pour about them ever without them seeing it (once you get past your spiteful stage you will realize this is a horrible thing). Only give your blog out to who you marry. Okay? That’s all. Only them.
IT REALLY ANNOYS ME WHEN PEOPLE SAY ROSE COULD’VE MADE ROOM FOR JACK. LIKE NO ACTUALLY SHE COULDN’T HAVE AND SHE TRIED AND IT SHOWED THAT PART IN THE MOVIE AND IT ALSO SHOWED THE PART WHERE THE DOOR SANK UNDER BOTH THEIR WEIGHT SO SHUT UP
Also I have decided to make a list with two columns: things I need to complain about and things I am happy about and thankful for, and update it daily. In order to balance it out, I am going to always top my complaints by at least 5 things to be happy about because in order for me to be content, I need more positive than negative.
In all this helter skelter I haven’t had time to breathe, let alone think. I’m disregarding my priorities and I’m losing people and I miss my best friend and all this change is positive in one sector of my life, but negative in another. I need help balancing it out but ironically I seem to be losing the one person that could help me balance it out.
I was just reading a draft that I wrote months ago and at first I thought god, how different things are right now. But then I realized that things aren’t that much different, I am. The way I look at things nowadays is so much different from how I viewed them before. The way I handle situations, the way I respond, the way I think, the way I plan. It’s a scary but good, good feeling.
